running away

running away from troubles is actually not a good thing. sometimes i choose to run, sometimes i choose to handle it. well for this subject, i have laboratory experiment every 2 weeks for it. everytime group meeting, there must be a member that always ask:" can we go now?". its like im giving them detention and not letting them off from the meeting. well FYI my DEAR member, can you not ask that question to me??? you are doing that again to me today and you are so annoying. why on other unit's group meeting you care so much that you choose to abandon the meeting that we are supposed to have when we are in the same group??? most importantly, you have no right to excuse yourself from the meeting. you know why???

1. you didnt even contribute to the group during the meeting
2. im not the team leader all the time, why did you always asked me if u can leave early or not??
3. you are so annoying that i labelled you as the "ugly flower vase"in the group
4. you are the burden of the team

everytime experiment, you always ask me what are you suppose to do. when i give you a simple task in the experiment, you cant even complete it at all. i feel like scolding you in the public. thank goodness im not that evil. at least just attend the meeting and freakin shut up and STOP asking me if you can leave early. IM NOT RUNNING AWAY FROM THIS. I WILL HANDLE THIS PROBLEM AND TEACH YOU A LESSON.

certain things i do run away la. like if i dont feel like talking to that person, i will run away and pretend i did not see that person. i try my best not to talk that much this week because i feel like soloing again. muahahaha. btw, im so sorry to certain people because i acted as if you didnt exist at all. i just dont feel like talking or looking at you. so sorry bout that. maybe you make me disappointed or something like that. that is how i run away from something that i am not comfortable with, by not looking or talking and pretend like you did not exist. soooooorry.

anyways, im going back to meow meow city this friday. but not staying there. i will be spending my free week in a small and peaceful town (kinda boring but hey, thats where i live). have a nice day after reading this post!