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damm im just so pissed again today! i feel like running away. but to where?? i need to escape sometimes, coz its too much and annoying for me. sighs. some people just cant let their mouth shut even for a while, but i dont really care how people talk as if they are genius. cant they just shut up for a day??? and i have to face it every single day??? u might be wondering what im talking about.

this morning i think some people in the class noticed why im so quite when usually im always the noisy kid in the class. well, since i wasnt even had the chance to speak and voice up my opinion, i might as well just shut up and let the rests of the members do the talking. im so pissed that i accidentally just left the class right after the lecturer dismissed us. to some of the classmates, im so sorry if i showed u the sour face right before i left the class. right now im still at my boiling point, just that i try my best to lower it down.

Again, if you are reading this post and i was talking bout you, im not sorry for it. i know its my fault that im pissed and not easily forgive you, but overall, its your fault for not noticing your own fault at the first place.

i guess things has just changed these days. life in university is not that simple. we just cant avoid some conflicts that happened. the best solution for me is to run away before i make the conflict even worse, coz im not gonna apologise for some problems that i did not create.

well im not that type of forgiving person. my hobby is not to forgive people easily. u just have to earn it for me if u are really sorry for it. if u dont feel like its your fault at all, then dont bother looking for me anymore. i dont mind too. im just so pissed that i can express anything that i want. i dont really care if i have to do work without certain people. cos starting next sem, i will rarely be able to see those annoying people anyway. like what my friends said, being "solo king" is not bad at all. if you happened to read this and you feel like its you, then it must be you. hahaha. WHATEVER